when i treated it like a diary (and split one post into two)

today was fun. i could go into detail, but it was an enjoyable passing of time. both parts of the day. i read the entirety of metamorphosis and actually legitimately annotated it (a deep contrast from all my other Lit annotations), and then i spent the second half of the day with castro and james at barnes and nobel, where i bought
[1. extremely loud and incredibly close
2. catch 22
3. persuasion nation]
and then went to the coral tree cafe and we avoided talking about the separating of the web (though we briefly alluded to it, i'm sure) and we all talked about sex and anna's chest. and how we all met each other, and how i knew all of them before the triumvirate even formed, which i feel neat about, and how we'd all keep it together. and castro began to get superior and egotistical and snapped at james and i a few times, which was okay, i guess, because i know she doesn't mean, and for some reason i love her all the more for it. besides, i completely got her back (i don't remember how) and told her never to snap at me again. triumph for the moment.

we then met up with abby and aline at a sketchy and nonexistent party, and after leaving in a hurry headed over to blue cafe.

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i hate treating this thing like a fucking diary. who cares what went on during the hours of the day? i'm just tired of going over how much things are changing.

but people are fading. did i mention that? they really are. jamba has become so unreal. she only exists as fog. a lot of other people are dissolving, too. it's basically the triumvirate and michelle that are still 100% real. and tina, she's pretty real too. yeah. it's strange. things are so surreal. it's not like i don't care about them, or that i'm trying to sever my ties with them. it's just that their actions become less meaningless, and much less matters at this point.

but i bought the new kings of leon album yesterday (with emily) and i am very delighted about it. it's so good! some of the lyrics don't make much sense, but that's the kings of leon for ya. and now i have traffic school tomorrow (today?) from eigh to four because i was caught speeding. wah.

i half thought about deleting this entry.